Moving through lockdown. Transitioning through another phase in life. Always looking forward. Growth. Development. Expansion. Not only for the business but for my mind and body.
To me it’s important to work on myself. Test my abilities as a human being. Push my brain. Expand my mental strength. The world turns and I cannot keep still. I may well fall off.
Looking to the future it’s not clear. It’s still to be written. My actions today will influence that outcome. They dictate the next day, week and years ahead.
Do I go left? Hummm. Do I turn Right? Lets see. Or proceed straight ahead? The ever present T- junction of life.
Whatever the choice I make, it’s moving and that’s the most important thing.
Today I am the product of my past. I am here and where I am today because of no one but me. The decisions I make in the next second, the coming minutes and hours will shape my future. I am my own destiny in the making and that’s really exciting.
Safe swimming folks. Work hard. Dream big. Believe in yourself and stand by your actions. There can be no regrets. After all, it was my choice.
NB.Addiction/Alcoholism is an illness. When you are so sick there can seem no way out. No life beyond the next fix, drink hi or low. To be offered an alternative to a life so broken that to stay is more appealing than the unknown of the alternative. I speak freely of my destroyed past life and into my recovery years. Of my life beyond the tipping point. Beyond the dark clouds and into a clear dawn. It took me 39 years to see and believe there was an alternative to taking my own life. 39 years where I wreaked havoc and chaos, hurt and lost. I wouldn’t wish suicidal thoughts on anyone and the lead up to that is certainly no party either. Please please SHARE this post so it may help someone somewhere see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. This illness doesn’t have to be taken all the way to the depths of hell. You can get off the speeding train before it gets to that station. There is an alternative. There is another life. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all those who SHARE and please leave an Emoji of your choice to bring some joy to the day. T
